So i am sitting here on a quiet Thursday, wondering the basic questions that have been wondering through my head lately.
What am I going to do with my life...
Where am I going to find a new job...let alone in the winter...
How do I fix the funny cymbal in the song I am editing...
haha...the last one, not a normal question, but my first quest in the land of Garageband turned out alright...i survived...haha
I am thinking about going back to school...again. And I am wondering what to do and where to go. I don't know what I want to do. I am thinking about either a Business in Music Entertainment or Audio Production and Engineering...I've always like music and would love to try my hand at it, but I don't want to waste my time and money if it turns out it doesn't work out...
Maybe I should just go for it and quit second guessing myself.
I guess I just figure that I am old enough to know what I should be doing with my life and I should be doing said thing. I am just tired of being unsure of what I want to do and where I am going. I don't want to be here forever.
Maybe I'll save up some money (when I find another job that has no potential for growth) and travel for a year. I would like that. I love traveling and living out of a suitcase. Maybe I'll try my hand at writing something that isn't a fanfic and go that route. I would like that too. Maybe I'll say screw it all and work odd job and use that to make my way around the world. That would work for me too. Maybe I'll be like Sadie Harrison and take a job as a receptionist at a major record label and end up taking over and turning down a job at the UN. That would be fun too lol.
Well, I'll think of something.
Let me rephrase that...
I'll try and come up with something...
Shut up I know I need to be more optimistic, but right now, it isn't happening.
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